bang mo kemana?
mo kepasar
aku juga mau kesana,boleh barengan
oh kayaknya nya ngak jadi kepasar deh soalnya abang teringat mo pergi sama teman-teman.
mo pergi kemana bang?
oh ngak tau mungkin jauh tujuannya ber kilo-kilo meter
oh kalo gitu aku duluan ya bang
ya duluan aja…..
kak mo kemana?
oh mo ke pasar
aku juga mau kesana kak,barengan yuk
waduh kayaknya kakak kelupaan sesuatu nih,kakak balik dulu ya
oh ya kak,hati-hati……
Fitter, happier, more productive, comfortable, not drinking too much Regular exercise at the gym, 3 days a week Getting on better with your associate employee contemporaries at ease Eating well, no more microwave dinners and saturated fats A patient better driver, a safer car, baby smiling in back seat Sleeping well, no bad dreams, no paranoia Careful to all animals, never washing spiders down the plughole Keep in contact with old friends, enjoy a drink now and then Will frequently check credit at moral bank, hole in wall Favors for favors, fond but not in love Charity standing orders on sundays ring road supermarket No killing moths or putting boiling water on the ants Car wash, also on sundays, no longer afraid of the dark or midday shadows Nothing so ridiculously teenage and desperate nothing so childish At a better pace, slower and more calculated, no chance of escape Now self-employed, concerned, but powerless An empowered and informed member of society, pragmatism not idealism Will not cry in public, less chance of illness, tires that grip in the wet Shot of baby strapped in back seat, a good memory still cries at a good film Still kisses with saliva, no longer empty and frantic like a cat tied to a stick Thats driven into frozen winter shit, the ability to laugh at weakness Calm fitter, healthier and more productive a pig in a cage on antibiotics
She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalaties
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press
Her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever
Oh (She’s the only one that makes me sad)
She is everything and more
The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia, bathed in posession
She is so into me
I get neverous, perversed when I see her it’s worse
But the stress is astounding
It’s now or never she’s coming home
Forever
Oh (She’s the only one that makes me sad)
Hard to say what caught my attention
Fixed and crazy, Aphid Attraction
Carve my name in my face, to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
(Yeah!)
I’m a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist throught my name, to self-oblige
She is something in me, that I despise
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
She Isn’t real!
I Can’t make her real!
She Isn’t real!
I Can’t make her real!
(She isn’t real, I can’t make her real)
(She isn’t real, I can’t make her real)
I’m just another body down
Internal bleeding round and round
And all can think of are ways to die alone
And all can think of are ways to die alone
A portrait of my skeletal gain
Left selfish and hungry so feed me the pain
Escape reality with new pain
Then let the cycle start again
And all can think of are ways to die alone
And all can think of are ways to die alone
Dream of content a pain filtered farm
All I can say
Dreams are bad when all they do is leave the truth behind
Dreams are bad when negativity’s a state of mind
Dreams are bad when all they do is leave the truth behind
Dreams are bad
Sewaktu aku jalan kaki kerumah ku.
Aku bertemu dengan seekor monster besar yang tubuhnya sangat mengerikan.
aku terdiam tak bisa ucapkan apa-apa
aku tak tau mau ngapain lagi dihadapannya,dia terus menatapku dengan mata coklatnya yang mengerikan
tiba-tiba saja dia memegang kepalaku yang seukuran dengan tanganya dan lalu dia angkat tinggi-tinggi
aku tak bisa berkata apa-apa
aku bingung
tolong tolong ucapku dalam hati
dan lalu aku melihat ada pohon yang meraihku dengan tangannya dan melempar kan tubuhku kearah temannya dan lalu temannya melamparku lagi ke temannya lagi terus sampai akhirnya aku tak terlihat lagi dari monster tadi
aku bersyukur aku bisa selamat dari monster tadi walaupun tubuhku lecet-lecet akibat tangan-tangan pohon tadi
lalu aku pun melanjutkan perjalanan ku kerumah
sesampainya di rumah aku bercermin melihat tubuhku sendiri
disana aku temukan monster yang sebenarnya
lebih kejam dari monster tadi
lebih layak untuk dibasmi oleh monster tadi
yaitu
DIRIKU…..
